TA DEAR DIARY CONTEST SPONSORED BY BELLA ROCKS!

Sweat, i’m starting today

i just sent mine in…..(crosses finger) lets hope they like it

ah! just sent mine in aswell… yayayay x

Dearest Diary,

I think i’m going to start writing down my visions…though I just saw Renesmee heading for my room and going for my keys(“their shiny and very attractive” she is saying). Oh i can just see it now our petite Renesmee driving off in a big yellow porche. Haha…..i’ll bne right back one moment..(3 seconds later) im back now. I kept her busy with a few of Esme’s old charms she had given me a while back. Renesmee never seems to be indifferent…shes always carefree, and ardent! Unlike her very worrisome mother…which I cannot blame her, I have never had her great responsibilities before. Well, Rosalie is getting ready to walk in ,and she would be bitter to know I am not helping take care of the ill cat we have bought Bella & Renesmee.

Love Always,- Alice

How do I deal with this torture? How could someone be as beautiful as her? Why do I have to have the temptation of her beautiful scent of human blood sitting next to me in Biology class. I need to get out of here, before I can’t contain myself any longer. In my wildest dreams I never pictured someone more lovely as her innocent pale face. Would she date a vampire? What would happen if I made a move and she realized what I really was. If it is able to let me be by her side, then I must take the risk of risking my own “kind” and being with her, forever.
Until Then Diary,
Edward C.

200 words!? I can’t write just 200 words!! Ugh.

Just sent mine in! *crosses fingers* I hope I win!

Anyone else find it difficult to stay in the 200 word limit?

Do you have to live in the USA to enter the contest or is it OK if you live in Sweden?

sent mine hope you like it .

How did this happen?…Just wait she cant be this strong forever, okay she might be. No, I will have my chance to win; just let me at a couple of grizzlies, and I will give her a month so her extra newborn strength can go away, ya that is what I will do. I will have my break to win at arm wrestling. Yes I won’t let this get to me at least I will try so that Edward does not know my brilliant plan. I will just have to think of something else…Renesme she is growing so fast and she is so beautiful I think she might even be prettier than Rosalie. No. Don’t think that either then Edward will tell Rosalie and I will be done for, and he would enjoy watching that. Rosalie yelling at me or even worse her not talking to me again. No, I just have to put that out of my head to. This whole writing everything down really works. So what to think of… the whole dog imprinting thing is weird how can he be in love with my niece and want to be with her it’s just wrong in my opinion…but it is good that we have the pack with us rather than against us. Those were some real good fights against all of Victoria’s newborns; I was as strong as most of those I bet none of them could beat me. NO! I have to stop thinking of that.
Emmett.

I really hope I win I think its Reallllllly good!

Dear Diary,
She is still as beautiful as ever,Bella. Though she is of this horrible monstrous kind, her irridescent skin, beautifully sculpted face,and warm eyes still adjusting to their color. And I must say if there were anyone to ever match up to her beauty it would be our lovely,Renesmee! She looks just like her mother, and some say like I,too. Her skin though not complete at a diamond shine, just a slight of shimmering…but she glows more everyday. Emmett,Jasper,& Alice have gone hunting. The others have stayed here to work on Carlisle’s latest project of some sort of cure. I worry about Bella sometimes,she seems almost out of place,unhappy. But only my imagination I guess. I have asked her if she made the right choice time to time.Well,I shall update you on later events. I must go and tend to the list now, it’s going to take more than 7 people to keep Renesmee busy tommorow,while Bella is visiting Charlie and Sue for dinner.
Till Then,
Edward Cullen

Dear Diary,

Today would be my birthday. I turned 10! Daddy got me this journal to write in. And Mommy,Daddy,Rosalie,Emmett,Jasper,Alice,Carlisle, and Esme got me a charm bracelet, with a charm on the bracelet for each of there names! I get to visit grandpa today…he got me a BRAND NEW SWINGSET!!! But mommy and daddy say I’m not allowed to go play outside, they said I might attract too much attention to my skin! Darn this shiny stuff! I think, Aunt Rose gets mad at me when I try on her jewlery so I won’t do that anymore. I love staying with Grandpa Carlisle…He teaches me so much. I can now fix a broken leg in under 45 seconds if I am stranded in the woods. Oh, wait a second Dad’s calling………(10 seconds later). He says I need to clean my room, I bet if I ask Auntie Alice to take me somewhere I can get out of it. Or I could ask Uncle Emmett, yesterday he taught me what to do if the car broke down on Mommy. He said “it’s bound to happen,Renesmee!” Im gonna go find Auntie Alice now.Bye

The hour can not come quick enough. These moments away from you are even more torturous than the thirst you create. How can time consume someone who is not constricted by it? I exist outside of time’s reality, yet when I am without you, I am ruled by every moment we are parted. It is agony and it is tangible. This is real– you are real– we are real and soon, though not soon enough, you will be my wife and we will belong to each other completely. I swallow this agony– this pain of temporary separation– because it will make our reunion so much sweeter. When I finally see you walking towards me to become mine, in this life and in the next, I will hang on every step– every breath until I hear the most beautiful words you will ever say: I do. You are mine. I am yours. Now, forever and always. I love you in ways this world cannot contain. Beyond space and beyond time. Beyond life and death. No love, real or imagined, will ever compare. I am completed by your existence and love.

Thank you for choosing me.

Ever and completely yours,

EC

Oh my gosh! Only a 200 word limit!!! That’s impossible. Well whatever. Going to start now.

Dear diary,
today i started my first day at forks high school, it was dreadful, i met some nice people, maybe a few that was overly helpful. Today at lunch i first saw the cullens, they are all so beautiful i can’t believe that people counld be so beautiful. I think Edward Cullen is the most though. He has brown hair and dark eyes and the body of a God! In bioligy he is in my class and i have to sit next to him, but today when i walked in the class room i had to go in front of a fan and when it hit me, Edward tensed up and acted like something foul came in to the room. he stayed like that for the whole class time and he never moved and his eyes was a pitch black color. He kept giving me these dirty looks. If looks could kill! When the bell rang he jumped up and left at a almost to inhuman speed! Oh well tomorrow I will confront him and see what his problem is!
-Bella

Dear Diary,

Hello….I am going to start writing in this diary so that when Renesmee gets older I will have a child to share my memories with. Well for an update on the Cullens, Carlisle is doing great with his latest project of trying to cure some type of sickness. Him and Esme have taken a trip to Isle Esme for a sort of second honeymoon! Bella and Renesmee have gone to visit charlie for the weekend. Not that I dont love and adore that child, maybe my bitterness is getting ahead of me but she is just a tad bit nerve racking with the questions” whats this auntie rosalie” “can I play with this” “Are we there yet”-me&Alice took her to Seattle to shop. Alice and Jasper have decided to hunt. Im not yet thirsty. And i’m left with Edward. I guess me and Edward could talk….as long as I have known him we haven’t had a heart to heart chat. This will be akward….I now wish I would have gone hunting. Not that I dont love my brother it’s just we never get along well.

Well there’s a first time for everything.

-Rosalie

Oh man, I missed the deadline! I procrastinated too much! LOL

Dear diary,

Er… I’m not so sure what I should write on a diary, as I cannot remember if I had once owned one… I guess I can tell you that I still can’t see either werewolves nor Renesmee’s future; I have to admit, that I trusted a bit too much on my gift, and now that I cannot really use it as Renesmee and the werewolves follow every day. I can also now fully understand Edward’s frustration for not being able to read Bella’s mind, and here that I thought he was just being exagerated, mmm, I’ll have to apologize later… Oh! Here is Renesmee, she is getting so beautiful, Rosalie will have a new rival for the most beautiful person…Rose can’t know I wrote this…I wonder… Might she get upset if she reads this?

Love, Alice.

Dear Diary,

I just arrived home from my shopping spree with Bella and Rosalie! Ugh. Bella is the most stubborn person I have ever met! All she could talk about was Edward! And she kept picking out T-shirts and sweat pants. Rosalie couldn’t stop looking in the mirror! In every store we went in she kept hogging the mirror! But with a body like that, who can blame her? But on the other hand, I found a gorgeous red dress to match my nails! I know that Esme will want to borrow it! I hope Edward is okay. He is picking out a gift for Bella and he has horrible taste in shoes! I was trying to focus my visions on Jasper, but the dogs kept blurring them up! I wonder what they are planning to do now…

-Alice

Dear Diary,

What a day. I went to visit Grandpa Charlie today. He’s still sick poor him. Jacob and Billy came with me. We brought him cards. I made the three of them some soup and we watched the baseball game. God i hate sports. Anyways when I went home aunt Alice wanted to show me something. Turns out it was just her wanting me to be her (as I like to call it) her ’walking, talking personal barbie doll’ god I live with some psychos!. I can’t wait till next week when they all go hunting and leave me here for once! Ughh after that I have to go shopping with aunts Alice and Rosalie. Untill I HAVE TO be Girly Girly I’m gonna go hang out with uncle Emm and Jazz in the garage. Their rigging the cars again trying to make them faster…Again. I’m wondering how much faster they want them to go.I mean I love going fast but c’mon!.But the strange thing happens when I ‘show’ them my day at school or whatever. I see what they did that day as well. Some times it’s quite disturbing and scary!
Ciao for now Renesmee ‘Nessie’ Carlie Cullen

Dear Diary
Why edward why did u have to go leave and break my heart. I thought you loved me. You promised me
that you were going to be with me forever. How am i supposed to survive without you? To me
you are like my good luck charm. Who am i going to turn to know. Without you it just feels empty
and i dont feel like myself. Oh Edward i wish you could see what you have done to me.
Because of you i know cry myself to sleep everyday wishing you would come back for me. But
thats a dream.I cant believe you left and did that to me. Cant you see that without you im a magnet for danger.
well Edward please come back i really need you everyday. I still love you.
Love
Bella,

Wow.. I’m loving those.. specially Alice’s, Emm’s, and Edward’s..

good going girls.. can’t wait for more.

Diary,
Why does she have to be here? Why is my family and I risking our lives for her? Why does Edward think she is the most beautiful person in the world? I just DON’T get it! I mean am I the only one who knows this could kill us all? We have already had to deal with James and now Victoria? Everything was running so smoothly before she came here! I finally fit in sorta in my new school and I’m happy then all of a sudden little Bella comes along, steals Edward’s heart, finds out our family secret and expects everything to be okay? No,that’s not how reality works! I mean what does Edward see in her anyway? She’s not even that pretty! She just smells good! Ugh!!! No one understands me right now not even my beloved Emmett!!
Rosalie

Journal-

“Do the hardest thing on Earth for you. Act for yourself. Face the truth.” – Katherine Mansfield

The truth. The truth is that Bella, my precious Bella, is trapped in constant pain. Watching her lifeless body lay still on the surgical bed has become intolerable for me.

After numerous attempts to get a response out of her fragile mouth, Carlisle advises me not to waste my breath. Waste my breath? This non responsive being that lies before me is my wife, my love, my only reason for why I still walk upon this planet! Thus why I forced myself to inject my venom into her flesh.

Alice tries to soothe me. “Oh, Edward! She is going to be so beautiful!”

I simply reply, “She has always been beautiful, Alice”. I had to later dismiss Alice for I wished not to see the images of her visions through her thoughts.

Others try to console me, but nothing can stop the millions of thoughts running through my mind. I only want to know if she is fine. I stare at her petite lips in hopes that they will part and whisper my name. My patience is running thin.

- EC

omg i carnt belive what she’s wearing thats totaly trampy and how many times has she worn it ?.Ineed to take bella on a shopping spree .I carnt wait till her wedding.I will give her a wedding dress to remember when im done with her no one will dare call her plain.Now all ive got to do is wait for my vision to come true grrr i wish Edward would speed up a bit i might just have to bite him when is he gonna propose ? i am sooo fed up of waiting

Dear Journal
It was the most wonderful day. First we went to our meadow and I stared at Edward all day. He is glorious in the sun. He sparkles, and his eyes always dazzle me. I love him and I think I love him more then he loves me. After that amazing Saturday, I will never have a day even close to it. Edward spent the day with me can you believe it. The gorgeous, amazing, dazzling Edward Cullen. He is my life now and always will be.:)

Bella

journal its sad that tanyas still greiveing over irina i lost both parents and have no memory of being human well i guess thats sumthin shell never get over well oh renesmee stop no thats not a toy thats auntie alices lipstick noooo im so geting bella up here ness please no not the other one rosalie get in here bring bella finaly wheres bella hunting clothes 4 nessie oh than get edward hes in seatle for bellas birhtday gift oh i said take renesmee oh dont lie ness you did so do that give rose her keys no she said with her little anoying at sometimes gift anyways bye alice